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Anna Mould
Production Design -
Thomas Benski
Executive Producer -
Kharmel Cochrane
Casting -
Izabella Curry
Editor -
Laura Dockrill
Writer -
Sam Taylor
Second Assistant Camera -
Jason Wallis
Colorist -
Marisa Clifford
Executive Producer
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CinemaSerf
2/19/2026 7:16:34PM
“Would you rather feel sadness or feel nothing?” At least with sadness, there was once something that you cared about enough to feel at all, and that rather poignant observation from his young sister Viola (Sapphire Paine) is part of a touching narration as we spend a few hours in the company of knife-crime victim Rajai Mitchell. There isn’t anything especially revealing, dramatic or controversial in this short feature, we just watch as he continues his complex recovery after a brutal attack left him requiring an heart transplant. He is dealing with that aftermath his way, but his sister, mother and grandmother are also having to, too - and that means occasionally replacing a lightbulb or, as the title teases, maybe replacing an “expensive” goldfish too. Real people reflecting on real events and it is worth a watch.
Wunmi Mosaku
MUMShaquille Jackson
HimselfSapphire Paine
ViolaJayvon Clarke
HimselfNiron Johnson
HimselfRajai Mitchell
RajaiOusman Cham
HimselfSonia Williams
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